Garth heck said I would be knifed to death

 Okay sure he's a fool the only thing that got knifed were Daryl's tires but the threat was real and the threat spoke to some kind of anger some kind of emergent hostility at me how dare I suggest that women should be allowed to eat at the soup kitchen how dare I suggest that women should not be harassed for their obesity or diabetes or ask to suck the balls of the homeless soup kitchen director how dare I report this abuse of disabled people and women The Bullying of homosexuals the assaults on black men how dare I report that as a civil rights violation how dare I care about assaults on the disabled I should be knifed says the cocaine dealer about the meth dealers hatred of me the meth dealer hates me because I have reported him for sexually harassing homeless women when he's on the take he's giving himself raises he's making big cash and the last Predator who dipped his toe in the water of homeless Armageddon Made off with a lot of babes and millions so a verbal harassment is really nothing compared to a Helping Hands Style solicitation of sex from homeless women in a row serially years after years and then Jordan Schnitzer gets involved and nobody even notices all the women winding up pregnant with the kid of the Criminal Felon with the handgun it's sounding familiar why are felons with handguns in charge of homeless women's life nobody does a background check nobody wants the job it's as if they want a compromised individual only or the homeless are a throwaway class.

Premonitions

 Here we are 10 years later the endless toil of the feminization of poverty mounts deep in the thickets of unpaid caregiving work a soup kitchen arises out of the truck delivery and the bicycle delivery the soup kitchen megalomaniac comes after me his criminal record is hidden from authorities he is given a Project Paperclip new identity with which to abuse new victims his victim aggression of the Pomeranian care dog theft has been marginalized as he is put on a pedestal with the protection of Judges anyone who questions his sexual harassment of homeless women could be set up on false charges to humiliate and demean them you say this is implausible this is clatsop County where cartel drug Runners embed in the nonprofit to protect and excuse and hide bad behavior from authorities drugs are nothing you say measure 110 made everything legal sort of some backlash emerges as the meth apocalypse unfolds can I pull myself out of it every activist for homeless purposes I know faces some kind of retaliation some kind of harsh penalty why can I not take it is it Like a Knife the stabs the stuffing in the trunk of dear Mary good Mary murdered in Nashville haunting my childhood sitting the stages for an emergent PTSD as I too became carjacking victim kidnapping victim strangulation victim rape victim and I am supposed to idly sit by while drug dealers put their hand around my throat with the protection of County judges plural and a judicial commission worth not much but can I have faith can I have faith someone has been sent here from the east coast to figure it out someone with training someone who has insight someone who I do not have to reinvent the wheel with the shopping cart princess takes a 10-day stay at the brand new millions of dollars jail and electronic courts smooth the process of transporting and when hopes not for a rough ride in Clatsop the catering is fine the meth dealer has the federal cash pouring into his facility Miss Rachel says oh well he's not required to oh just because it's tax money and the non-profit Circle their wagons protecting their salaries their SUVs their house notes and it said they sold the swag on eBay and Amazon for a little cash on the side but nobody cares especially not me